A Depressed Kendo Player Possesses a Bastard Aristocrat

After reading this on a binge a while ago i can say with confidence that, people who know depression and lived with people who were mentally ill, will probably understand the "melodramatic stance" that the author goes into, not for everyone, most will dislike as it is not a STRONG MC FIGHTS DEPRESSION, and its more like real therapy for a "normal" guy. Most of the stuff that happens is probably MC's fault, and not once it is said it is not, and the only time it happens its when people are comforting him, when COMMUNICATING is a great detail here, but it is not done for plot. Its really a loop of MC thinking hes a complete sh*tb*g, but hes just mentally ill, but great grammar and thinking from author. I only recommend this to people that are trying to read something different and more "sad" dont go too deep though, you are what you consume, peace brothers! o7

Good: Idea for a MC, writing style, most of the dialogues. Bad: One dimensional background characters, two dimensional side characters, wrongdoings are forced into misunderstandings and are forgiven The only hook is mc's double depression and sword mastery.

This book is absolutely phenomenal espiacelly the way it approaches the mcs mental health and how he acts I would recommend this to anyone no matter who you are (sadly this book didn't have a wiki so I made 1 and any help on it would be appreciated

Very emotional and highly recommended for those who have family issues, the characters here are well written and the main character is enjoyable to read.

Honestly, I start reading because the title give me expectation. Although some scenes cause me frustration, like just go talk and communicate, but I realize it is needed for the plot. Until the recent chapters, it left me a bitter sweet tasting. Sweet for me wanting more, bitter for there's no new chapter for so long. Overall, no regret in reading this.

emo teen mc always giving i have a razor blade and cut myself vibe. I think i read over 70 chapters but most of the chapters were about mc crying in self loathe, mc'sservant, mc's sister, mc's ex fiance, mc's princess, mc's ftaher and mc's gay kendo bro crying in self loathe. and mc's principal and midboss too crying in self loathe. system is mentioned in like 7 chapters but mc usually learn the combat normal way and there is nothing amazing or interesting system does. System is more like ai narrator. mc know the plots? but dont do anything in particular except the one time he prevent assassination but he managed to made it look like he is the emo teen killing kittens. . .

It's peak, just read Can't describe how amazing it was. If u like fight and like real plot, will be a good an fun time reading this thing. Absolute CINEMA

I read until chapter 28 At start it wasn't too bad, nothing too innovative but it was a good read. At chapter 27 though the mc went full edgy mode with the t*rt*r* and all that b*llsh*t, and that is what didn't made sense to me, I don't know how the plot will change in the future, but at this time the mc is just "possessing" someone, he doesn't have reason or it was demonstrated by the author that he was a "ruthless killer" so this scene to me was too much. Like wtf, he was a "normal person" 3 months ago and suddenly he become an edgy and cold guy, that doesn't align with either himself or the guy he's possessing, both who were "good and caring". It feels like the author just woke up and said, f*ck it, i need blood and violence. In truth i feel like the author tried to make some kind of break of expectative or duality, but that didn't work for me Well, maybe it gets better in the next chapters, but this chapter ruined it for me, I'm dropping it

This is the biggest emotional rollercoaster of a novel I have ever read in my life. The moment when he tries to end himself after everyone thinks he did something to saintess destroyed me

As someone with similar symptoms, the novel explains the theme of depression and self-pity very clearly. I don't know what kind of research the author did to come up with these detailed descriptions, but it's true. I can't stop crying because I've experienced the same things. Descriptions around episode 95 10/10 If there is anything that can be added, it could be emphasized that self-pity adds a nice humor. I think a sarcastic personality would be better rather than a broken . Still, I'm not saying it's unsuccessful, I'm saying it can be improved. I kiss the hearts of everyone who's been broken 💓